finally, ive got a boyfriend & his name is KhairulAnwar aka alem khai <333

finally i get to feel butterflies in my stomach all over again. this feeling almost never existed in my life. im so happy i met my boyfriend. i fucking love him like .. ughhhh.

cair sia tgk dia. dah handsome diam k. 

nomore dating with numerous guys. nomore meeting up w old flames. nomore flirting. cos he’s just worth it.

its been sucha loooong time i didnt post anything here cos ..well FACEBOOK la haha. bt nth much la abt fb, just that ive been catching up w old friends here & thr. 

k lets talk abt worklife first. next yr i da afternoon shift :’( guess who’re my kids nw? some of my old babies in love class & some new ones. altogether, 5. they’re 10 yrs age grp. tapi semua kecil2. i fucking hate aftnn shift im so pissed la right nw. & sigh i knw i wished nt to get joshua next yr cos its tiring handling him bt i swear to god i alr miss my current kids even tho thrs still time till friday. then they holiday alr. i love senior track! tknk intermediate pls? senior track more fun got cooking & all sigh. & next yr i wont get to greet my cutiefatbum claudia with her henry2 tk habis2. FUCK I FEEL LIKE CRYING NOW. tpi yg penting, george dpt joshua next yr HAHAHAHAHA. not only joshua, my whole class! omgggg. goodluck to you georgie. k skip.

now on <3,

i met the most wonderful guy after a yr plus of being single. he was in th same sec sch as me before. & th best thing is, he lives jst 2 blks away frm me. so we can meet like everyday<3 & he’s doing his last year in republic poly ; aerospace technology. pandai dia <3 i love smart guys lol. he makes me feel on top of th world. like on our 1st meetup, he brought me makan macdonalds near our place cos i didnt wana go far. & he’s like th most sarcastic idiot ive ever met. he’s sarcastic, im straightforward bt i dont take things seriously so its cool. he said i look like a minah in my dp bt in real life i look like a working woman cheeeeeyyyy. so 2day he took me to secret recipe & hung out arn our area agn. sumpah aku boleh gemok kalau aku dgn dia. asyek makaaaan je. k whatever. yg penting, he gave me butterflies in my stomach. i never ever felt this way towards any guy in th longest time. :’) & everytime we plan to meet, i feel th need to look my best for him, only him. i mean like … dia dulu hotstuff bedok north sia! hahahahahahaha k shuddup. yg penting, he looks into my eyes every chance he gets & i love that. he’s a talker, & i like that. cos im a talker too teehee. so he can entertain all my nonsense. 

ok at first it went like this. i added him, he posted on my wall ..’FIREBLAZE CHEERLEADERS ARE HOT!!!’ so i was like, ‘TIDALWAVE SOCCERPLAYERS ARE HOT.’ yeaa, referring to both of us. & so on. 

k yg penting, we got twilight date soon YESSSSAAA. <3 yg penting, i dont dare to say ilovehim yet. no no i will not say it unless he does. :’)

sigh. im like tearing nw cos thrs this guy im chatting with. he asked me abt autism la since i teach kids w autism. then he confessed to me that his bro is autistic. shit man im like tearing nw. cannot. take. it.

my mum expects me to hang th wet clothes at this time sial. wtf? IRRITS SIAL. malas ah!